Scum Like Me in Meja

me....
all I wanted in my life was 2 be seen
it was all or nothing
nothing inbetween
I had to proove myself
stronger than my needs

In time
when I was giving up the fight 2 carry on
when all the happiness inside of me was gone
It didn磘 matter what I did cuz all was wrong.

Thereç£- a part of me
who just can磘 see
why you believe in a scum like me
I care no more
why can磘 u see
I磎 thinking of being loved

I feel
that I磛e been holding on 2 long to history
my mistakes have been the same repetitively
itç£- a feeling of mistake and misery

A voice
always questioning everything I do
Itç£- always there 2 make me feel a kinda?blue
makes me feel that I am nothing but a fool

Chorus

Instead
of being proud of all the good
things that I磛e gone
I take a step aside, I hit and run
cuz I feel that I have fooled you all along
cuz when you look under the surface
you will see
that what you think is big and strong
is only me